I hate to say it, but I'm glad this month is over. I'm wiped. I'm tired. I need a break. That being said, as I reflected on this past months highs and lows, I have to say I'm quite impressed with my accomplishments as a teacher, in my practice, and our collective progress as a classroom family.
There have been a few key moments that have made me smile that I would like to highlight:
Small Groups:
We've made a lot of progress in our small groups in the way of mathematics and literacy. I wanted to really amp up our math engagements and have them be fun and entertaining for the kids--but also meaningful to them and useful to me. So I developed and replicated some math games that were taught in teacher directed small groups. The idea was that they would learn these games and the concepts behind them so well that they could play them independently with a partner. This would give me the opportunity to spend time in smaller groups working on things that students needed a teacher for. I also believe that kids are some of the best teachers, and so I knew that if some of the kids learned the game really well they could teach their partner if they were unclear. Competition and sheer self-determination is a huge motivator! For the most part, this was successful. Of course there were still a few hiccups, some students just didn't like the game, or were unsure of how to play so they made up their own game. Usually consisting of throwing counters/dice at each other. I knew this wouldn't fly when it came time to do rotating math centers, so I asked a few kids that I knew were struggling with the concepts of the game and asked them to play a few games with me during centers. I also asked those there knew how to play really well to play next to me with another struggling student and this was helpful because the students that needed to learn got the support they needed and my "expert" players were teaching their peers.
Another small group engagement we did was a re-write of Falling For Rapunzel which was something we did last year. This year however, I made rhyming a huge deal in almost every part of our day. From reading books, to calling kids to the lunch line, to phonological awareness time. This re-write was so fun because I explicitly taught the kids to generate rhyming words that were real because they needed to illustrate them (like real illustrators). Because generating rhyming words is an extending skill, we brainstormed rhyming words in a group and then picked the ones we liked the most to illustrate. This was so much better than making kids generate a word on the spot and they learned that they needed a real word. I was really impressed with their re-write and I think I almost like it better than the real book because THEY came up with it!
One of my lowest of lows has been managing one of my students that has a VERY difficult time transitioning. Sometimes he has a total tantrum and screams (very loudly), "I don't want to clean up" and then proceeds to cry for some time. Often these screaming fits prevent him from participating in the next engagement because he's still recovering in the cozy corner from his frustration. I've really struggled with finding patience and grace in my heart for this part of his development. I go from one extreme of appreciating him where he's at and finding ways to supporting him to the other extreme of thinking, "what is wrong with him?...all the other kids are able to transition smoothly...why can't he?" And although I feel guilty thinking this way, I can't help but acknowledge that this has been a weak part of my teaching practice this past month. Sometimes I ignore his outburst, or I try to rationalize, sometimes I even give him the squeeziest of squeeze hugs--and still the screaming, crying fit continues. A few times I've warned him that we are about to clean up and he's responded by cleaning up appropriately, but other times the warning backfires and screaming and crying ensues. My next step with this student is to create a frustration/transition book with him filled with his own strategies of what he could do if he gets upset. I'm hoping there will be some progress from this, however, I would LOVE any of your ideas on how you help students who struggle with transitioning???
And finally, I've found myself shrinking back into a teacher that threatens and gets onto students on a regular basis. I'm really struggling with finding the balance between boundaries and negotiating power of students. They are so young and impressionable and need guidance and support in the ways of respect, responsibility, kindness, and peace. I need a quick Becky Bailey refresher or maybe just a week off from school to recoup. Either way, I'm seeing the need for some personal change in my classroom so that I can be the best teacher that these kiddos deserve. Here's to hoping for a delightful December!
If you haven't checked out my Tumblr that I keep for my classroom, please check it out! It's been so helpful for daily reflecting on what our day looked like and celebrating the beautiful kids I get to teach.
Here's a few awesome kids: